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Your feelings, are the one thing.

trishu, a nepalese girl with a braced-face.

10/14/09 12:17 am

okay peopleeeee.
i`m moving back to my bloggeerrrr.
www.papery-hearts.blogspot.com.
 SEE YAO THERE ONCE I`VE RENOVATED MY BLOG.

:D

9/20/09 08:40 pm - FALL IN LOVE LIKE THEY DO.

 



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Starring Yoon Eun-hye(from Princess Hours and Coffee Prince) and Oh Man-seok



* trishu shriekssssss silently.

I just finished watching all the episodes of THE VINEYARD MAN!
:D :D :D :D :D
yay.
*punches hands into air .
WHAT a great achievement this director has made this drama into. What a lovely romance comedy. what a beautiful drama.

sighsss. 

Honestly speaking, in reality, I would never expect a city girl and a farmer to fall in love like that .
You never know. Life is full of surprises and that`s when you`re the most happy.
yay. It`s no doubt i never get bored of k.dramas. love them.  


Current Mood: happy

9/16/09 06:18 pm

yay/ it`s raining.


Finally finally, it`s raining after dunno how many days! :} i swear the cool breeze was exhilarating just now while I was standing in front of th kitchen`s open window.  Th chilling wind was bloody blewing hard against my face.  ... *sighs. 
Okay, i just thought of getting a short nap later. wohoo.


So anywayss, here`s a quckie post. I`m going to say that TODAY is a really shitty day. yeah man. a very shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttty day cause i`ve got shit on my school blouse! fine.it`s not shit but looked like shit cause it`s spilled chocolate milk tea. ! sorry la but i was dying to get tt sip of milk tea into my mouth at tt time. :(  i feel sorry for myself today. Because i wanted to hide th brown stain and not give others th impression tt i`m a person who doesn`t know how to drink (lol), I became a pregnant woman all th way from th school bus-stop to home. With my heavy bag hanging on my body, with my uni in my hands , with Sam`s Nutri Barley carton drink in my hands and with a hand bag hanging around, i walked home with asha. and with th FREAKING WIND blowing up my skirt (thank th stars cause i was wearing shorts), grrrrrr, life coudn`t get any worse than that. plusplus, i was exhausted! I had my SS supplemantery class from 2.30 to 4 la. I was doing SBQ questionssssss. who likes ss? D;

okay thanks if you are pitying me right now.....................................  ;'(  
HAHA. 
k,I shall not be this frustrated over th spill incident la.  right so i`m gonna cheer myself up with this really cool song by of course th one and only marie digby! * applause
THE SONG`S BREATHING UNDERWATER. ;D
wohhooo. okay, i`m happy already.

 



currently comtemplatinh whether i should move back to blogger! yeah! i`m missing blogger thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much.

9/12/09 01:08 pm


goodness gracious.Can`t believe Sep. holidays. are ending. 
One more day and it`s monday.
oh , I have not done anything that i`ve been planning to do.
Example, Mugging real hard .
There.
i`m neverrrr a woman of words and i can never in my life carry out timetables.



I just finished cleaning up my room. Spent about 3 hours straight from 10.30 till now?  Finally it`s like spick and span now. :D credits should really go to my mum and her naggings. thanks mum! finally finally my desk is cleaner and neater than it was before. Finally i`ve managed to pull out the gloomy vibe out of my room that has been threatening me to NOT study thr and has been forcing me to study in other places (ex. library)for a long long time. it`s a much condusive place to study in now. *cross fingers.

Okay! A lil update about my past days before I get started on my A-maths e-learning which is due this sunday!  i better hurry or else i`m toasted. Mr Foo says it`s 10percent of Term 4. 

last friday: CCA till 7pm. (T.T)
last Sat and Sun: i didn`t do much except sleep, sleep, sleep.. playplayplay
Monday. nothing much except sleep sleep, sleep.... again and playplayplay.

Tuesday: CCA from morn till evening.

Wed: SANA course from morn till 2pm. * Met some great juniors from other schools. :D
After CCA, went to Singapore Flyer with family and my pusai( Uncle) . Saw this really high-class looking couple having a candlelight dinner in one of the cabins of th flyer. -_- Mum had become quite annoyed at them cause she thought they were just showing off. rofl. 
  I had a first-time experience ,drinking this fruit juice out from a real fruit itself. yup, it`s that coconut drink. :D It had tasted quite bland because there wasn`t any added perservatives .duh.  Took plentiful of pictures! I shall post them up soon. Overall, overwhelming but kinda boring cause i had no one to talk to. D:
THURSAY: Went LYNDSEY`S house to do ss project but in the end,did only e-maths. (some weirdo had texted me love messages while e-mathing. ok! TMI!)

friday: sleepsleep till 11plus+++, started mugging a lil.


recently,  i`ve been a really wanna-be-a-sporty-person-and-healthy-person. LOL. ok. I do not believe myself saying this but i have never failed to get  out of the house in th afternoon at about 5 plus everyday to work out. serious man. now tt i realise, i`ll always been calling up my friends or texting them if they wanna go play volley or cycle or go down for a walk. if they`re not free, i`ll be texting my bhaini ruksan to come to th life to do some skipping. lolssssssssssssss. `i m being a sport freak or what. 
ok a wanna-be=sporty=person- werido fits better. ;D  truth is i just wanna lose some fats la. dashai party is arriving and of course i wanna fit right in my dashai outfit. anyone would want that isn`t it. lol. ohoh, btw, i`m not looking forward to it at all. yay. really really a weirdo.

GOTTA END HERE. A-MATHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. BASIC TRIGO `S REALLY EATING UP MY BRAIN CELLS. D;




Current Music: AKON- Be with you.
Current Mood: weird

8/23/09 12:45 am - depression overcomes me.




PIMPLES ARE INVADING MY FACE. I KNOW I NEED TO GET SLEEP. OH NO. I`LL BE GETTING ONE THAT BIG SOON. :(


ROFL. yeah, i`m no kidding. my face is bloody oily nowadays and pimples have started appearing on my cheeks and forehead. :/
i wanna cry. i look so ugly and dull with the red stuffs. :( first of all, i know i`m not getting enough sleep. I SLEEP TILL 12 IN THE AFTERNOON OK. I`VE BEEN DRINKING WATER , AT LEAST I FINISH A 500ML OF WATER A DAY OK. I CLEAN MY FACE DAY AND NIGHT WITH FACIAL WASHER, TONER AND MOISTERISER AND APPLY APPLY MEDICINE ON MY FACE OK. gawd.
fuck my genes. that`s th only one i can push my blame to. :/

despite those above mentioned, i`ve no hope in getting back my clear skin. how depressing. pimple-face trishu. you suck. you ugly woman. you look so unglam in pictures nowadays. when ppl meet you on th road, all they do is stare straight at your pretty little pimples on your face.
they`ll be like "oh, trishu has pimples now. aiyo.". damn. i don`t want that to happen.!! pleapleaspleasepleaplease god. whoever up there, please heal my ugly face. let the pimple fly away to someone else face. make them feel bored and take them to a fresh location where they can feed on. my face`s lacking of food, water  and air and it`s difficult for them to survive alrdy. ill thank you for all my life if you fulfil my wish. thank you thnk you thank you thank you.

ok rofl. i think i`m being paranoid.
Current Mood: moody

8/23/09 12:43 am - COME TO LIFE.



There's a river flowing through me...it knows me
Its currents, they control my emotions
But there's just one stream that evades me, escapes me
It overflows when my heart's left open

Your feelings, are the one thing
Out of my control, it's not in my hands
Not knowing...is killing me
Where's the way inside your soul?
We gotta let it grow

Like a flower under rain
Like a child's first day
Like a story's first page
Watch our love come to life
Love is not a thing to rush
It's a feeling you should trust
It'll be that way with us
Watch our love come to life
Come to life, come to life
Watch our love come to life

There's not point in our predictions
Or wishing...the paths we're on are somehow connected
'Cause you can't see around the corner
You wanna...cause you're so afraid life'll leave you rejected
When you least expect it

Your feelings, are the one thing
Out of my control, it's not in my hands
Not knowing...is killing me
Where's the way inside your soul?
We gotta let it grow

Like a flower under rain
Like a child's first day
Like a story's first page
Watch our love come to life
Love is not a thing to rush
It's a feeling you should trust
It'll be that way with us
Watch our love come to life
Come to life, come to life
Watch our love come to life


EVERYONE JOIN HANDS AND SING THIS SONG. DAMN. I CAN`T GET ENOUGH OF HER SONGS.
Current Mood: hyper

8/23/09 12:11 am


okay. I just realised that Marie Digby`s album will only be released this September. grrrrrrrr. There`s like 1 more month to go. /: nevermind! i`m a true fan of her now and i`ll be waiting patiently for her. I`ll try to save up kachang for her album.
:)

Her songs are sooooooooo fucking loving tt i`ve instantly feel in love with them.  I know it`s so "what the hell?" but sorry , i can`t help feeling that way towards her songs. I see bubbles of hearts floating around me already. LMAO.
So far, her songs FEEL, COME TO LIFE, LOVE WITH A STRANGER and SHOULDA BEEN SIMPLE are the best of the best. 


Can you just go and listen to her songs? seriously, i can`t express my feelings here.

8/21/09 10:00 pm


I  WANT MARIE DIGBY`S ALBUM!
SOMEONE BUY ME ONE PLEASE..
T.T
 
I SWEAR TO THE HEAVENS I`M IN LOVE WITH HER SONGS.

8/21/09 09:08 pm

 


 

Feels like I spent all this time talking to walls
Feels like I gotta let go of the way it was before
Are your really there? Are you made of stone?
Am I talking to someone or am I here all alone

[Chorus]
Are you alive, don't you feel, feel, feel?
Show me you're here, show me your tears
Don't your feel, feel, feel, feel?
Show me, hold me, speak up and tell me something
Change my mind before it's too late
Are you alive, show me you're human
Can't you feel, feel, feel, feel?

Seems like you're stuck in a daze, slipping away, away
I'm sick of trying to reach you, can't you say what's on your mind
Baby we're losing the race to far behind, behind
Tell me that I'm not the only one who can try, who can fight the wall

[Chorus]
Are you alive, don't you feel, feel, feel?
Show me you're here, show me your tears
Don't your feel, feel, feel, feel?
Show me, hold me, speak up and tell me something
Change my mind before it's too late
Are you alive, show me you're human
Can't you feel, feel, feel, feel?

Sometimes the words they don't get through
What really speaks is what you do
Open up, let me inside, just wanna find you

[Chorus]
Are you alive, are you, are you?
Show me you're here, show me your tears
Don't your feel, feel, feel, feel?
Show me, hold me, speak up and tell me something
Change my mind before it's too late
Are you alive, show me you're human
Can't you feel, feel, feel, feel?

Whoa, wake up, are you dead?

 

 
love love love the tune of this song! bloody gosh. it`s sucha a sentimental song! my heart was melting like ice-cream while listening to it. i swear. *sighs. lovelovelove it. <3


let the song carry you to a faraway place.


 
Current Mood: relaxed

8/14/09 04:05 pm - here, someone wrote you a letter. ;)



Hi live journal!
I miss you terribly! i miss you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! :D
okay i am lying. i so do not miss you AT ALL.
HAHA.

So what`s up with my life nowadays? nothing! sometimes i think life`s too boring. You know you got a life to spend it wisely. Enjoying it , treasuring it , spending every precious second doing something you like. Don`t you think so? Sighs... okay as you can see.. i`m getting this restlessness and anxiety-kind of feeling tt i`m not actually ENJOYING my life. how sad. ... there`s no going-out plans and parties and stuff!
Ofcourse, school keeps me preoccupied most of th time. My girlfriends, the boys in my class, the teachers , the stall vendors, my juniors ,seniors.. all of them! they affect my life every single second. ;)
oh yeah, not forgetting books . sian.  They are everywhere in my life. Everyday seems like "KEEP YOUR NOSE IN THE BOOK" day. Common tests` round the corner. No, it`s starting next week and i am not in the least bit of the mood to mug for it.
lazy as ever .
It`s okay! There`s still time tonight....., Saturday................... and Sunday! Hopefully , i`ll be able to mug enough and be prepared for common tests. *Inserts "trying-to-look-calm" face. good luck to me! lols.

okay, i think i wanna stop here! i`m going out with my family soon for shopping! :D
Mum`s suggesting to have dinner at the Sakura restaurant ltr. YAY. I`m looking forward to savouring their cheesecakes. muacks.
chaos. i gootta get ready!


Current Mood: optimistic

7/29/09 10:16 pm


HAPPY BELATED SIXTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN BIRTHDAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYYAYDAY! :D
You rock my socks nicky! thanks for being a great friend though i`ve only known you for 1 year?  Stop watching too many k.dramas. and study hard for your BIG O levels k! Always smile please. ;) lolllllllllllllll.  and thnks la. never tell me ytd was your birthday. grrrr...
okay. must be happy. don`t want to end this post being upsett,,
hahahahaa.
byeee.

7/29/09 09:59 pm


I have this sudden urge to return back to my blogger.
All those pictures posted thr bring me back lovely memories.
='(

 

omgogmgogmgmogmgogmgogmogmgmoggogm!
English Oral tomorrow!
good luck to my classmates and I!
 I AM STARTING TO GET NERVOUS!

7/21/09 11:24 pm - Threatening me like that uh?


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i need to finish up my EUTHANASIA research! omgomgogmgogmgogmgoongogngongognggognonomommomomommmmmomomoogogogogogggogoogmomogomgomgomogmogomgmogomgoomogmogmogmogomg. it`s going to be 12.  
* gasp

_______ is being a pain in th ass.
 argh . goodness gracious. Can someone please throw _____ out of my life?
thnks.
Current Mood: confused

7/21/09 05:50 pm





PRETTY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T WHERE CAN I BUY THIS PAIR OF CONVERSE SHOES!? CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE......

7/17/09 11:46 pm

this song rocks yeah baby!
th title'`s "I wanna' by All-American Rejects. Just listening to it makes me feel so high. :D
Current Music: I wanna- All-Amercian Rejects
Current Mood: relaxed

7/16/09 09:19 pm - He left footprints in her heart. What is she suppose to do now?




hellohello!
wooooo.. i totally forgot to continue updating about my new tutor from th previous post. -____________- nevermind.

i`m no woman of words. hahahaah. okay whatever.

7 of my classmates are on LOA!!!! It`s so NOT bloody fair la. ;( Sarah, Wen Hui, Cheong Min, Joshua, Jun Jie and Jiong Le are enjoying their 5-days of quarantine at home while we (rest of sec3E people) are painstakingly studying in school. Life can`t get any tiring than this. ANDAND CCA IS RESUMING NEXT WEEK. holy cow. i`m back to returning home at 8plus every friday. ='(
Mummy, come and fetch me by taxi k.

LMAO. I didn`t realise Asha di still updates her blog.. wooohhoooo. She does live up to herself. her blog is almost five years old!!!!!!!!! DID YOU KNOW THAT? :DD
Furthermore, she never fails to update her pictures and music. :D She`s a true blogger. BRAVOBRAVO. I look up to her yar.


HOPEFULLY, i`ll be going out with my babes tmr after school! pleasepleaseplease........ I pray with my hands clasped together tightly that there is no cca meeting after school........

random pictures time. whoops. Sorry but i`m feeling lazy to type. Pictures shall entertain you now.
>;)


Evelyn cutie.
 



Camwhoring w lyndsey! 
xD
 

 
She wanna F*** my nose. LMAO.
 
little miss shy lyndsey dear?
 
Tissue tissue tissue prata!



One rainy day..


 
Asha di and I have botok. You knew tt?
 
I`ll be waiting for you....
 
LITTLE MR TINY AND LITTLE MISS SHY. ;D


Volleyballing w fav volley partner!

 
(WOOOO.. i love th background!.


 
CRXXAXPP FACE.

 




 CANDID SHOTS. UNGLAM ONES but it`s okay.
 

 
wht th heck was I doing w my hanphone when i was supposed to be looking at th camera?


Betty will be awfully missed!  we`ll remember you always. ='((
Study hard in Canada and keep in touch. I`ll miss your smile &laughter.
love you, girl!




ps/ `you`ll be missing him but i`ll be thr for you. (:

All righty, i wanna write notes in facebook now and I shall watch 1 litre of tears, th movie. :)
Evelyn said she cried multiple times while watching it. !_! i wonder if i`ll be crying too.


Current Mood: ecstatic

7/11/09 03:22 pm

argh. sorry i`m still in the BADBAD mood , not because of my previous post thing but i have this GIGANTIC PIMPLE on my forehead. It was THERE when i woke up in th morning. T.T
damn that pimple, it`s so freaking obvious .
you would notice it when you see me on th road a few metres away so please don`t overreact if you see me in that pimple.
-___________-

I haven`t told you guys about my new tutor, have I? MR YEO! he`s sooooooo talkative!!!
BUT He`s not bad.. very frank , good in his explanations..
i`m so glad. 
shall elaborate this later//////

ah,SHIT x 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000.
i`m supposed to meet hem at 3.30 and it`s already. 3.22pm!
time flies so fast.....O:

ps. shall continue this post laterx.


7/8/09 07:15 pm - *(@^@*()@(!@&_)&*#!*_)_+(!_)!(#_)#(!_)!(#!)_!.


i`ve pierced a second hole in my left ear!! shocking news?

i swear It wasn`t THAT painful.
before i knew it, it was over.
Thanks to Lyndsey dear , she made me sooo freaking nervous about th stinging pain that i was gonna suffer.
I DIDN`T AND I`M PERFECTLY FINE NOW. (HA x 100000000000000000 to you).


Hemama wanna borrow my red cross uniform cause it`s BE YOURSELF day for her school tmr! She said she wants to dress up as a doctor. so funny. doesn`t she know my uni is a nurse`s uniform? O: anyway hem, be prepared to struggle yourself into th uni cause i`m having doubts it`s gonna fit you .HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... then you have to return it back to me. now i`m angry and jealous suddeny. how come  her school has BE YOURSELF day every YEAR and my school doesn`t?
tsk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtfwtf! boring!boring! boring school!!!!!! Children`s day also never let us celebrate!
angryangryangryangrynagrynagry




school was annoying fun today. WHAT THE HECK RIGHT. got such a thing as annoying fun.
it was partly cause I had so much fun for the first time during PHYSICS class. I can`t believe i`m saying that ! You hear that, Evelyn, Micheal and Jiong Le !!!! you guys are th best! really! I was quite in a lousy mood when i arrived in school but after Physics class, i was high again.

but then again, i was in a lousy mood  fuckkkkkkk that. i didn`t wanna be but i couldn`t help it.
So i sincerely apologise to  my friends whom i`ve spoilt their day. i swear i hate  today cause there were freaking bloodyyyyyy  too much ups and downs. i`m feeling HOT so imma gonna cool down and take a nap now.

p/s , thank you god, i`m better now.









7/3/09 10:44 pm - A Troublemaker isn` t that bad.


argh.
That Yan Han dude went offline while he was sending me Akon`s songs. Jiaoooooo. He only sent me THREE songs:
Freedom, Troublemaker and We don`t care. Thanks la. You were supposed to send me all th songs from his album! You`re so going to get it from me when I see you in school! HAHA.

*listening to TroubleMaker- Akon ft. Sweet Rush

i think i`m loving this song! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD wooo... i`m literally swaying my upper body from side to side right now. with this attitude-looking expression on my face( you knw th expression you make when you suddenly realise you knw how to dance to this music ...)
* blushblush.

Oh man. .. th song is already growing on me. Freedom`s not bad too. And i just realised sth! You knw th starting "beat" of the Right Now (NA NA NA) ? Freedom has th same beat! Unbelievable. O:
I realise he must die-die say " KONVICT" in any of his songs. opps. am i ranting bad things about akon? I AM SO NOT. I LOVE HIM.

School was so much fun today!
sigh* I can`t believe it either. :D
After dismissal, cca mates and i met up for the meeting and to my annoyance, we held our meeting outside th library!
O: OUTSIDE THE LIBRARY IN A HOT WEATHER LIKE TODAY`S WEATHER. sure was irritating. i was wanting to hold th meeting in a more cooler place (like inside the library?) .  Though th first part of the meeting was quite slow and SLIENT, we managed to complete the planning for our September`s Home Visit. wooooooo.. I got th role of Secretary! ;D Not bad for a slacker like me to get a high post like that. HAHAHAHHAHAH~~~~ shit. i`m starting to boast.

After th Dicussion ended( thank my mates for giving me just an easy job,ROFL), i started playing with Christopher`s red plasticine! hahahaaaa. Looking back to th afternoon just now, I feel childish.
 Yaaaaa...I was and still am cause I played with The sticky, oily, clay-ly thingy. but it was out of boredom. seriously.

I first made a satay in a stick and wrote "HI I AM BORED" on th model. I rmbI had showed-off th model to Christopher. wooooo.. and you knw what he did next? He made his own "satay stick" and showed-off it to me!  i was like " COPY ME AH!". roflrofl..... (childish)

There was the part when Gloria, Christopher, Xing Wei and I were having this conversation.
ME: Eh, do you know Lady Ga Ga? * turns to Xing Wei
Xing Wei : "shows blur face. Errr, no, who`s that?
Gloria: Shouts LADY GAGA to XING WEI and gives him the YOU-DON`T-KNOW? look.
Oh yeah. be prepared to laugh your ass off now..
Christopher: who`s LADY GEGE? 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I couldn`t stop laughing then. Laughed till my stomach hurt. cries*

The irony thing is, i was th next one to be laughed at.

D:
 

I ACCIDENTALLY pronounced MISS NA`s name as MISS NE. seriously. That made them laughed till their heads dropped.

embarrassing moment for both Christopher and I. right? =S
We got "LAUGHED AT". 
YAY. It had been long since I had a good laugh. thanks peps.
by th way, here are some pictures i took out of boredom and AMUSEMENT.
:D








 




  



BIGGEST DUNG I`VE EVER SEEN. *snorts

that`s all for now. gtg!
Schooling and going out w lyndsey tmr! *cheers
 

 

Current Music: Freedom- Akon
Current Mood: bouncy

6/29/09 12:13 am

hey! i realised I haven`t packed my school bag yet.
O:
Current Mood: shocked
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